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hikiwa
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30th birthday.

Posted by hikiwa - July 7th, 2023


Long Year.

It's been a very long difficult year since my last birthday.


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Last year around this time, I was streaming regularly on twitch, then something happened. It really messed me up and it took a long time for me to even draw again. It's not been all doom n' gloom though, I've been able to reconnect with a friend, whose friendship I really cherish.


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In the past few months, I've been drawing more and more, too! I'm also seeing a new psychiatrist, which I sincerely hope that it will help in the near future.


Happy — THIRTIETH — Birthday, or sumthin'


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My birthday is creeping ever forward and I still have yet to come to grips with the fact that I'm going to be thirty years old. I don't think I ever imagined myself reaching that age. It's silly, but I can't help but seeing it as this big, inescapable thing that will wreck everything I had hope to accomplish before I ever reached that age.


There's an upside to that, I'm happily married.


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It's been a short ride since I've actually decided to take the plunge and started to post art online. Of course, I've been doing so, with the expectation that I'll eventually build a fanbase and maybe things will go from there... But I think the boat has sailed on that one. I should be content with the fact that showing my art online makes me feel good and it's something that I'd do even if I'd be 'popular' online.


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This whole post is sorta useless.

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I guess I wanted to just say to those who actually look at my art and like it; a big and heartfelt thank you.



You'll see more of my art, I promise.


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Comments

dad?

Yes, son? LMAO

@hikiwa why did you forsaken me dad? it was not cool, i missed you

Never forsook you, you just had to reach out! lol

@hikiwa like a videogame level right? So i finally unlocked my father

Exactly like that!